Ex south african local is not lekker)

• I have been living in New Zealand for the past year and a half, and you wont believe how good it feels. I dont live in fear and I can feel freedom for the first time without the bondages of fear.The first month after arriving, I was traumatised and cried often just reflecting upon all the fear I was exposed to.
  
  I never want to return and now my biggest fear is of having to go back to SA. I would rather be poor here than be wealthy in SA. I am not proudly South African, but I do miss my close black friends and still phone them once in a while.Why shoukd I be stupid and return putting my life and my families life in Danger.I have a daughter, and my biggest fear is that she gets raped by some black scum criminal

  Sue Kruger 13 Apr 2009, 12:15 - Report

Racism against white people in South Africa